Confession of The Heart

It's not easy to have broken heart mostly every time we like somebody. Certainly, it's not easy to be heart broken as getting rejection by same person twice or more. I guess it's not my time yet to feel being by someone else than my family.

I guess this is just some emotional post from me which I should write on a rock and buried deep into the earth. People say it's not good to tell personal stories to strangers. Nevertheless, I still writing it down.

In looking for a soul mate, I am a bit choosy. In my principle, whoever reply to me the same answer as my confession, I call her my SOUL MATE. As example, I confess to a girl/woman who I know for a period of time about my feeling towards her. If she reply me the same feeling I have for her, and she has it for me too, than that's what I call SOUL MATE.

For me, if the girl/woman doesn't reply as my feeling for her, than that's it. Not soul mate and no more confession for her. Call me stupid or crazy, but as far my life goes, that's how I looking for my soul mate.

But the case right now, I confess my feeling to the girl twice and she rejected me twice. Can I still be friend with her? Damn.. Why girls/women just don't wanna tell guys if they didn't like or love them? I hate girl who pretend to be single but actually not. Just say it, "I already like someone else who is my course mate" or something like that. Tell it in serious manner, so guy can understand that she is not joking. Don't say about, "If we just could met earlier, we could be together" (Two girls already said this to me).. the no such thing as time traveling...

DAMN! This feeling... I sure don't like it...

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Don't Be Cynical

We as human always has this kind of attitude in our personality. We always like to judge a book by its cover. Being a cynical can actually make we lose something which can be incredible. When we see people who are not so good looking, we judge him or her by having bad attitude. As example, fat or ugly people. I have been in that situation. When I came for an interview, people didn't see the real me. Instead, they like to judge me by my look, a fat and not good looking person. Seeing me as I am a lazy and not friendly people. This is when people always make misjudgment. They lose an opportunity to see the real me.

In our life, always think positive about everybody. Don't be a cynical person. Judging someone only by appearance. These two videos will show you how people always judge people by appearance. Once you see the real talent of that person, you will become ashamed of yourself if you being cynical to that person.

Paul Potts during audition for first season of Britain's Got Talent 2007




Susan Boyle at audition for Britain's Got Talent 2009

Note: Lesson to be learned here is "We Should Never Judge A Book By Its Cover"

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Watch International TV For Free

In Malaysia, most of us need to subscribe an Astro to watch live football, documentary and latest English drama series. As for me, I don't have an Astro. So, I can't watch live football like everybody who has an Astro. But hey, recently I just found some really good channel to watch live football or event Sci-Fi channel for free. Ohh.. Astro don't have Sci-Fi channel.. hahaha.. Lucky me to be able to watch TV channel that other Malaysians don't have on their Astro subscription.

So, what is the channel that I found which make me able to watch international TV for FREE? Then, read my simple guide below;

Number one:
What is your preferable channel? Live football? Drama or Movies? or Spongebob Squarepants in Nickelodeon? Base on your interest, you proceed to next technique.

Number two:
Download these softwares on link below;
1. Sopcast
2. TVant
3. TVU Network

For many live football matches or other live sports channel, you go to MyP2P website. Click any sport type you prefer to watch. It will provide a list that will be watch with the software above.

Number three:
Just my little note for you. In Sopcast, it has National Geographic and Discovery channel which broadcast for China. So, the subtitle will be in Chinese but the audio can be in English which not depend on us as free viewer. Sometimes it can be in Chinese audio. TVU network has Fox Soccer channel, Nickelodeon channel, Sci-Fi Channel, CBS channel and many international channel. English channel is mostly from US. Therefore, you can watch Major League Soccer or CBS drama series like other US citizens.

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So, just try it. Now, I don't have to worry anymore for Astro subscription just to watch my favorite live football match.

Note: Image quality is base on the bandwidth of broadcaster. The higher, the better. Same goes to smooth viewing, also base on your broadband bandwidth.

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Easy Email Client Setup for Free Email

I thought only paid email can use email client like Microsoft Outlook or Mozilla Thunderbird. Now, most of free email provider such as Yahoo Mail, Hotmail and Gmail support email client which we can configure easily. So, we only have to open one email client to access three or more email providers. Example here, I use Microsoft Outlook 2003 for configuration.

Here some guide or configuration that you need to do for three most popular free email. Using POP3 email setting on microsoft outlook, mozilla thunderbird or any mail client:

Gmail:

1. Enable POP in your email account. Don't forget to click Save Changes when you're done.
2. Open Outlook.
3. Click the Tools menu, and select E-mail Accounts...
4. Click Add a new e-mail account, and click Next.
5. Choose POP3 as your server type by clicking the radio button, and click Next.
6. Fill in all necessary fields to include the following information:

User Information.
Your Name: Enter your name as you would like it to appear in the From: field of outgoing messages.
Email Address: Enter your full email address (username@gmail.com or username@your_domain.com)

Server Information
Google Apps users, enter the server names provided, don't add your domain name in this step.
Incoming mail server (POP3): pop.gmail.com
Outgoing mail server (SMTP): smtp.gmail.com

Login Information
User Name: Enter your Gmail username (including @gmail.com). Google Apps users, enter your full address in the format username@your_domain.com
Password: Enter your email password

7. Click More Settings... and then click the Outgoing Server tab.
8. Check the box next to My outgoing server (SMTP) requires authentication and select Use same settings as my incoming mail server.
9. Click the Advanced tab, and check the box next to This server requires an encrypted connection (SSL) under Incoming Server (POP3).
10. Check the box next to This server requires an encrypted connection (SSL) under Outgoing Server (SMTP), and enter 465 in the Outgoing server (SMTP) box.
11. Click OK.
12. Click Test Account Settings... After receiving Congratulations! All tests completed successfully, click Close.
13. Click Next, and then click Finish.


Yahoo Mail:

1. Enable POP in your email account. Don't forget to click Save Changes when you're done.
2. Fill in all necessary fields to include the following information:

Server Settings
Incoming Mail Server (POP3): pop.mail.yahoo.com
Use SSL, port: 995

Outgoing Mail Server (SMTP): smtp.mail.yahoo.com
Use SSL, port: 465, use authentication
More setting->Check the box next to My outgoing server (SMTP) requires authentication and select Use same settings as my incoming mail server.

Account Name/Username: yourusername@yahoo.com
Email address: yourusername@yahoo.com
Password: Your Yahoo! Mail password


Hotmail (new Live):

Just fill in all necessary fields to include the following information:

Server Settings
Incoming Mail Server (POP3): pop3.live.com
Use SSL, port: 995

Outgoing Mail Server (SMTP): smtp.live.com
Don't use SSL, port: 25, use authentication
More setting->Check the box next to My outgoing server (SMTP) requires authentication and select Use same settings as my incoming mail server.

Account Name/Username: yourusername@hotmail.com
Email address: yourusername@hotmail.com
Password: Your Hotmail password

Note: Every time you want to add new email account, use the add account function.

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I Am Not Kool, But You Are

Busy with heartbroken and works make me missing many interesting songs playing on Hitz.FM.. When I got the opportunity to travel outstation, I listen to Hitz.fm all the way to Penang and Kedah. That's when I heard really cool song which I missed out during my down time. Sighh~~~

Lady Gaga actually have another second single which is TOTALLY COOL! Poker Face!

It's really a cool song by Lady Gaga since I am a fan for Electronica music genre. Joanne Stefani Germanotta [born March 20th 1986 in Yonkers, New York] best known by her stage name Lady GaGa, is an Italian-American singer-songwriter and dance-pop/electronica musician signed to Interscope Records.

'Poker Face' is a song by Lady GaGa from her debut album 'The Fame'. Produced by RedOne, it was released as the album's second single outside the United States. 'Poker Face' is an up dance tempo number with some haunting beats. The main beat is similar to her previous single 'Just Dance'. It contains a hook interpolation ["Mum-mum-mum-ma!"] originally from the 1977 disco hit Ma Baker by Boney M. Rolling Stone called the song a "sure shot fame to number one for the artist". The track has reached No.1 in both Australia and New Zealand. The music video of 'Poker Face' was directed by Ray Kay' and premiered on October 22nd 2008. The music video takes place by a pool, as well as in a mansion. It begins with Lady GaGa emerging out of the pool with a shiny masquerade mask. Featured in the video are scenes of GaGa in a mansion, playing poker, on a bed, and dancing poolside. The video also features two harlequin great danes and several mannequins on her swimming pool deck.

Download the high quality (Divx) music video here:
Lady Gaga - Poker Face (High Quality Music Video) SkidVid version

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Who Need DVD Anyway?

Wow.. it's really long time since my last post. Some of my blog fren also has never comeback here as I didn't drop any comment in their blog. What to do.. I am just become a GTA4 weekend gamer and also facing some dilemma. Got heart broken. But this is not a place to write about my lovey dovey feeling. I guess, I should just write some info that I have in my brain but can't get it to be written.

Some of you may know this but some of you may not know this. Have you all heard about Divx and Divx player? You should know about this if you are planning to buy new DVD Player or Blue Ray player. As right now, most of DVD player has support Divx video format especially LG brand. LG even put Divx supporting format in their latest Scarlet LCD TV series.

Why Divx? In this modern world, people always back up their DVD or record TV shows into Divx format. So, when DVD player can support Divx, that mean, you can have many movies in one DVD with 4.7 GB capacity. Not just one movie. The best part, some DVD player even support USB 2.0. This mean you can attach your usb thumb drive or external hard disk and the DVD player will read it and you can browse and play you Divx file.

See the benefits of Divx? We doesn't have to watch every movies or tv series that we download only on computer. We only have to put the file in the USB thumb drive then plug and play. My LG DVD player can bring up the subtitle for the video which in subtitle file format, .srt and other subtitle format.

Let's see beyond imagination using Divx~~~

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Real Assassin Get Killed

Watch this video before it will be remove by Google.. save it if you can... Real assassin get killed during her mission.. MISSION FAILED..

UPDATED: Seems like Command & Conquer: Red Alert 3.1 video....

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Bad Direct Translation

It's really bad if we do direct translation without any knowledge about the meaning.. Hahahaha....

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Battlestar Galactica Season 4 Is Back On

After a long wait, finally the final season of Battlestar Galactica is back on. Yeah~~~ I was very happy because this is the last season of the series. The conflict between Cylon and Human will continue as they finally found Earth. But the Earth is not as they imagine.

What happen? Who cause it? Will the Cylon and Human live together side by side? The story will be reveal soon...

More Info: Battlestar Galactica on SciFi

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Palestine and Israel Conflict - Behind The Scene

Palestine and Israel conflict is not religious conflict. It is actually a political conflict. Why? Read the Palestine and Israel history. Muslims, Christian and Jews live together in Palestine. This is started after the Crusade. But everything change as the European and American send the Jews refugee of WW2 into the Palestine. Starting from there, Israel form by group of people that been fully support by the American and European government. They all have their own agenda.

Sadly now, I also see that the Palestine politician also contribute to this conflict. When Israel doesn't attack Palestine, Hamas and Fatah fight with each other. How stupid is that? Right now, as Hamas been attack by Israel, what Fatah do? Do you see what I see? As politician corrupted their mind with power, innocent people become the black sheep.

The best solution for this conflict is; we use the same method that stop the World War 2 to the Israel. Read the Nagasaki and Hiroshima history. You will understand what I mean.

note: I'm fed up with Israel occupation!!!
note 2: Kata bomoh Siam hebat sgt, pi la santau Bush dan Ehud Olmert tuh

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